THE SAD ENDS..

THE NIGHT WAS DARKER THAN IT USE TO BE IN THIS COLD NOVEMBER NIGHT. I WAS DRUNK AND LYING UNCONSCIOUS ON THE LAVISH WHITE GLAZING MARBLE OF MY MANSION I BOUGHT A MONTH AGO. THINGS WEREN'T THIS RICH AND LUXURIOUS. I GUESS THAT NIGHT MADE ME. THAT NIGHT CREATED A MAN WITH BURNING FIRE IN HEART THAT BURNS VIGOROUSLY JUST TO OUTCAST THE DARKNESS. BUT ON THE CONTEMPORARY SIDE ONLY I KNEW THE TRUTH. THAT FIRE WAS JUST A SO CALLED JUSTIFICATION TO MY COLD STONE SITUATION. I LIVED FOR A REASON BEYOND ONES UNDERSTANDING.

10 MONTHS AGO..

IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY  IN SOUTH ASIA OR SAY INDIA. SHE LEFT A MSG ON THE ANSWER MACHINE "I WANT TO MEET @ 9 AT MY CAFE. IT IMPORTANT" YES SHE OWNED A CAFE. SHE BELONGED TO RICH HOUSE. 

 ON MY WAY TO HER CAFE I SAT CALMLY IN BUS THINKING ABOUT THOSE PAST MEMORIES WE SPENT TOGETHER. THOSE HAPPY AND GIGGLING MOMENTS. THOSE LATE NIGHT COFFEE AND WELL SPENT DAYS. ALL THOSE THINGS MADE ME. I NEVER IMAGINE MY EXISTENCE WITHOUT HER. AND SOON I WAS THERE

ENTERING HER CAFE THE PLACE WAS SILENT. USUALLY  IT WAS PACKED ON ALL WEEKDAYS AND WEEKENDS WITH EITHER COUPLES OR FUNKY LOOKING COLLEGE GANGS. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I FELT THAT NEGATIVE AURA OF THAT PLACE. LIKE SOMETHING BIG AND BAD IS COMING. NO WAITERS NO MANAGER NOTHING ALL I SAW WAS CARDBOARD BOXES LYING EVERYWHERE LIKE SOMEONE WAS WRAPPING THINGS UP. I FELT UNEASY AND STARTED FINDING HER. THE I SAW A LETTER LYING  NEAR TO TABLE WHERE WE ALWAYS USE TO SIT FOR HOURS AND HOURS CHATTING AND SHARING OUR DAYS. MY HAND FELT NUMB PICKING UP THAT PIECE OF PAPER . I NEVER KNEW THAT SINGLE LETTER WILL TURN MY LIFE. IT SAID

             " hello dear, 

           i dont know how to say this. its just that now it too late for anything. i                called you texted you left MSG on you answering machine. but you                    where lost. a lot happened over this 2 weeks. my loving dad is no longer            with me now. his last wish was to see her daughter in safe arms of a guy            that can take care of her till she lived. before you react to this i want to              tell you i am sorry. i tried a lot. but things are written in our fate honey.            i loved you a lot and you were my soulmate. but our fate had decided                something else for us. i guess we can never be together now. you are                my weakness you are my pride you are everything i got, but sorry now i            let you free. promise me you will live your dreams you will ride them                  and conquer them over every breakdown and live a life you want to. my            life is now only for my dads last wish and my partner now.

           remembered we decided on the last valentine day that if our fate was                against us we will go on our way and wont let this life hamper our                      future. i know you will understand me and keep your words. please dont            let this hamper you life. i am going now. maybe we wont meet again                  ever. this was our story and every story has its own end. please its my              last request, move on u were perfect and i guess soo was i. but maybe              we werent. 

           good bye honey i wish you my best wishes for rest of your life. i dont                want tears in your eyes cause it makes you look weak. i can just hope                you find everything you want from this small life and get the best out of            it.

           take care"

(at the same moment 50 km away from him she was weeping in tears at airport washroom. the clear day started raining as if even the nature was feeling as helpless as them. she left the country then and never returned back to those street where they used to sit for coffee, to those gardens where they spent their entire evening holding each others hand, to those street where they use to walk every beautiful night. letting so called fate decide the future she regretted her decision and cried remembering every memories the had. from morning breakfast to late night dinner everything made her cry mad her feel helpless and incomplete)

EVERY INCIDENT MAKES IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE ITS UP TO YOU HOW YOU SEE. HE CRIED THAT WHOLE NIGHT. BUT DECIDED TO RESPECT HER AND OBEY HER. THE NEXT MORNING CHANGED HIM. HE WAS NO LONGER THE MAN WHO CRIED. WITH FULL OF CONFIDENCE AND FINEST AMOUNT OF ATTITUDE HE STARTED HIS DAY AND STEP BY STEP PRODUCED RESULT WITH VELOCITY. THE MANAGER IN AN IT FIRM NOW OPENED HIS OWN FIRM AND RULED THE MARKET. HIS IMAGE WAS OF A LION THAT WAS INVINCIBLE. EVERY NIGHT HE SAW OUTSIDE THE WINDOW AND IMAGINED HER BEAUTIFUL FACE IN THE SKY. THEY WENT AWAY ON DIFFERENT PATH AND NEVER SAW EACH OTHER. AS THEY BOTH GROW OLDER SHE STARTED BECOMING WEAKER AND WEAKER MORE SENSITIVE AND GENTLE. HE REMEMBERED HER WORD THAT BEING SAD DOESNT MAKE HIM LOOK GOOD AND SO DID EVERY THING TO PROVE HE WAS THE SAME STRONG AND CONFIDENT ONE. SMOKING AND DRINKING WERE NOT HIS ADDICTION BUT HIS MASK HE USED TO WEAR TO PROJECT A STRONG IMAGE. HE BELIEVED SHE SOMEWHERE WOULD BE LIVING HAPPILY WITH HER FAMILY BUT THE TRUTH WAS THAT HER SOUL WAS ALWAYS HIS AND WILL BE.

                      "if  hurting by somebody, you love hurts less than being apart...

                        i would rather choose being apart"